Rehab
I'm in rehab
Cuz I gotta get away from my drug
It did me wrong
And took me down for way too long
I loved it so much
And still do
But I gotta get away
I was so addicted
people could see my pain
But I thought I was fine
That everything would be all right
My drug
Abused me
And used me
And I just hoped it would change
I thought you would protect me
But you were the one that hurt me
I thought you would keep me safe
But you were the one killing me inside
You should be illegal
You made me lose my mind
It's so hard to sleep
When I know
you're still walkin these streets
Why did I take you for so long?
Why did i think I was so strong?
To be able to take you
It's messed up my life
Cuz I wasted so much time on you
Thats why your my drug
I wanted you
Even though you weren't good for me
And I couldn't see it
Cuz I was trapped
In your love
Now I need rehab
To learn to live without you
I need to learn to be happy again
My body is callin for you
My heart is screaming your name
But you dont hear me
Cuz I'm in rehab
My body is shakin
Cuz it's used to you
I'm learning how to eat
I'm learning how to sleep
And just be myself
In rehab
You learn to deal
With the pain
And even though it hurts
You see
Youre not the only one in the rain
So I know I can get through this
Gotta pull myself up
And kick this
No more shots
No more drugs
Time to heal
And finally be free
You don't wanna lose my love
But I don't wanna lose my life
You're a bad habit
That i need To break
Please let me go
Please stop trying
I need to go
Copyright © Melissa Woodbury | Year Posted 2013
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