Regrets let me to decide

Drowning in pool of regrets, some steps are to be taken, draw closer there's a marathon in my heart, betrayal and scheming have ravaged my soft layers, floating here, gulping for survival, my deepest regret, and I went in with eternity and came back with not only scratched face but dripping heart, a limping soul Something devastating unearthed my roots to busk and dry for the world to see and scrutinize my frail scavanged and tattered self, from a self inflicted compassion for takers, whom intentions were to burn down to ashes my generousity and free spirited heart Might as well watch as the last effort of loving unconditionally engulf and just drag my coffin body to the nearest cementry, maybe the grave might echoe my last selfless days on earth as hymn to ascend my soul to the heavens Pause! take a deep breath, such are regrets clouding and flooding my mind, lessons not defeats, and my inner voice say, pass me my walking stick, I'm taking the leap of faith to soldier on not yesterday happened not fixed to it, in this a decision is made, to pull myself and dust off from this pit of regrets and wait for the sun to set its rays again to my face, to my hope and to my purpose #Poetic_Ink