Regrets

My Friend... I felt protected by your side, I knew comfort in your presence, I found pride in your praise, I understood wisdom in your ways. Because... You held me in your arms, You wiped away my tears, You taught me determination, You rejoiced in my success. But... I fell... You did not pick me up. I hurt... You did not ease the pain. I cried... You did not dry my eyes. You told me it was for my own good. You said you were protecting me. You claimed to set up guiderails. You panicked. Time relinquished its hold... I tried to understand... You said you were sorry... Coping... Strain... Uneasiness... Where did you go? I miss you... ...My Father.