Regret

I tried to take something off your plate, That was a huge mistake. Honestly, sorry for what I ate, Now there is no way to replace. Trying to find a compromise, I honestly want to apologize. Truthfully, can’t decide, Do I deserve to die? The whole time, I was just along for the ride. Got me staring at the sky Questioning is my brain working fine, I tried to brush it to the side, But now it doesn’t want to hide. Maybe it was the wrong place, wrong time. Did I learn my lesson? Well now I’m second-guessing I just want to know what’s the message. Honestly why am I stressing, Hoping for a blessing, Steady checking When I didn’t even have the weapon. Not one thought of aggressing Is it time for me to do some reassessing? Or will I just be regressing? I sit here with the truth oppressed, Wearing guilt across my chest In this silence I’m a mess All I wanted to do was my best.