Reflection

Walking around the house
listening to my breathing in the quiet
wondering when it all changed
was it there all along or did it just change over time
feeling alone and confused
knowing it is all wrong and it can't  be right again
heart hurts when does the pain go away
or does it just linger like an old ache
pictures surround me
kids laughing memories abound
a decade and more depicted in pictures
yet the true story remains unspoken
clinging to the happier memories
hearing the laughter in my head
knowing I can't fix it anymore
wondering when I stopped trying
Feeling like an outsider watching my life
continue day by day
hour by hour
clock ticking at 3 am and wide awake
listening to your snore and talk
dreams chase you in sleep
hopefully we can meet in the middle and find some peace.....
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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May 7, 2016 at 2:55 AM
JENNIFER, this is an awesome poem, thank you for sharing. *SKAT*
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April 29, 2016 at 11:09 PM
Jennifer Czmut, nice to see this one again. linda
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August 7, 2015 at 11:57 PM
Jennifer, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun with this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry when you are ready :) We are Lucky To Have you. Enjoy Poetry Soup:) Your New Poet Friend @-> LINDA <-@
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August 6, 2015 at 12:47 AM
Jennifer, Welcome to Poetry Soup. It will be a delight to read and become familiar with your poems in the future. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT
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