Reconcilation

I sat at the bottom of your heavenly stair case, looking at your face that makes me abase. Terror and fear runs down my spine, making it seems as if our relationship may be twine. My feet trembles at the hearing of your name, and my soul has been sunken deep down in shame. Every cell in my body have been swimming in sin, making me to lose a linchpin. My soul has been cast down to the last, for every sinful deed i did in the past. If only i can go back in time, i will gladly erase every done wrongs and crimes. Because right now my soul feel lost, and am determined to get it at all cost. If only i can get one more chance, i will atone for all my mischance. Right now my whole life has been torn apart, and am been left with a broken heart. Every day i falls down on my kneels, and cry for the pains that i right now feels. Each day i keep asking myself inside, what i was thinking when i left your side. I keep streching to hold back your loving hands, because right now i drowing in sin like am in a quicksand. I keep hoping to have you back in my mind, for you are the best treasure anyone can ever find. I plea for the forgiveness of all my sins, and a chance for my soul to be pristine. I have choosen to walk back in your holy path, in order for me not to face your wrath. You have been so good to me irrespective of my iniquity, erasing my evil deed with your divine immunity. I have choosen to love you above everything that ever existed, and to follow you till death even when am been taunted. For i finally realised that you are the way, the truth and the life, whosoever that ever have you will surely have everlasting life. I hope to see you smiling at me in heaven, for thats all what i have been craven. Because right now am curious and eager, to be with you in paradise forever.