Rear View Mirror

Why does a powerful moment of passion, of inspiration often feel like need for immediate ego-expiration, harvesting over-filled compassion? Why a need to breathe in followed by back out exhalation to share, virally spread a tool for relationship-building through impassioned out-pathic communication? Why does a moment of life lived fully, ecologically co-relational, often feel accompanied by an ego-death copay? Theologically disconnected, released, lost, yet ecologically reconnecting repurposing regenerations. Why does quality of mortal health come at quantitative cost of immortal self-sacrifice? Why does faith lived fully in multiculturing community often derive from win/lose fragmented loss of over-powering theological confluence, Why does stagnant tolerance substitute for dynamic peace, win/lose patience for win/win well-being, whole heartedness? Why do monotheistic aspirations replace catholic global consciousness, and why does eternal damnation seem to trump timeless compassion? Why does climate health often feel like a reborn end to global win/lose climates of pathology? Internal yin as external yang right mind as co-passioning left brain ecofeminist as non-patriarchal experience green integrity as immortal red strength's potential resonance as harmonic interdependently polyphonic as universally polypathic past eulogy as promised future integrity? Why mortality of secularized, segregated ego rather than immortality of EarthTribe's sacred trans-regenerations? Why spatial polypathic quantities, degenerating rather than temporal polyphonic qualities, regenerating? Why left brain either/or dominant rather than right mind both/and prominent yang yintegrity? Why zeroism's empty future information rather than zeroistic fully inspired past exformation? Why depressive ego-dying courage rather than impressive eco-living curiosity? Why anxious climate world view and not cooperative climate of anticipation view of Earth?