Ready To Die?

the game we play
just in case
to make it easier
on everyone we loved
no two edged sword for those we hated
psalms and quotes to admire to fit in
I'm ready lord
for i do not know
when my number is up
but want everyone to be comfortable with death
more comfortable than anything than they have ever been

its always black and white
your alive 
\too bad soo sad
drama drama
your gonna die
handle it
for those with their heads burried in the sands
group organised warnings
angry letters and mysteries unravel
controlling the ways we do so
so someone else might live longer

im not ready to die
im not ready to go
i have lots of stuff i never got to do
lots of people i wanted to love i never shook hands with
things i wanted to see
i couldnt afford to do
tears i wanted to wipe off my own face
but instead there is a planet of millions of suffering people
for one happy you

im not bitter
i just think its sick how they twist it
categorise themselves for fear of dieing
of getting closer to you is what it actually is
to kiss your hindside
smile to your face for an eternity
while all the while they must know it isnt right at all
cant inspire you at all
so here i am beginning with nothing at all
but invisible brick upon invisible brick
building my wall

one happy you
versus the millions of miserable
and only one angel fell
and hes the bad guy for caring at all

look ill admit i dont know the plan
and i already know your gonna be angered fior not petting your brainwashed
whatever it is you need to hear to make it easier to die
for whatever we didnt do right

i'll never see the places i want to see
meet the people ive wanterd to mee
have many of my dreams com,e a reality
and tghen die to live forever
sure sounds great sign me up
if i can spouil your party forever
sounds like a blast
millions of idiots suffering to make one jerk happy
I'll be there to spoil the party
coukldnt ask for anything more than that
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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George   Avatar
December 29, 2009 at 9:46 AM
Troy! I hear your pain and fustration. I hope you find peace within yourself. Love, Lainie
Mcgraw Avatar
December 21, 2009 at 11:57 AM
Nicely done. Outstanding work!
Kendrick Avatar
December 19, 2009 at 1:02 PM
Interesting thought put to pen. Keep the magical and creative pen flowing. Sara
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