Ready To Burst
I'm so fed up with your wild accusations
Over the top ridiculous speculations
I don't have a secret life on this poetry site
So no need to creep my page day and night
I enjoy leaving comments on others poems
While you grimace until your mouth foams
I'm not cyber cheating through soup mail
Stop taking righteous gulps from the holy grail
So many poems profess my undying love to you
Unjustified is the turmoil your putting me through
Get some confidence, grow a backbone or two
For your insecurities are not becoming on you
Your thinking borders on paranoia, it's alarming
While your indignation's are disturbingly disarming
Are you clinically depressed, bi-polar or doing drugs
Your invisible knife is raised while giving me hugs
Don't want my friends husbands, co-workers or neighbor
You thinking that causes me more pain then being in labor
You think I'll sleep with anyone that gives me attention
Damage YOU done to my psyche is beyond comprehension
No man will ever love me, I'm just a plaything your said
I'm aghast that these thoughts are even in your head
It's the accuser who's usually doing the transgression
Punishing others for their own sins, a sick oppression
How can you say you love me, yet think the absolute worst
The eggshells are no longer cracking, they are ready to burst
My patience is withered, I'm furious and stressed to my core
This mental abuse is killing me I won't tolerate this no more!
"Sometimes walking away has nothing do with weakness, and everything to do with strength. We walk away not because we want others to realize our worth and value, but because we finally realize our own." ~ Robert Tew
Copyright © Cecilia Macfarlane | Year Posted 2015
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