Reading the Past Pt2

Keep in mind That now, everything is fine Theres no grudge or anger on this end For I had asked the lord to repent Not just for me but, for you too Because thou shall not know what thou do I have put the past away in a file Considering, it's been years later, now I am with child Gifted with a close knit family That I had been dreaming about which, felt like an eternaty. My children are chatty as well happy today Better then they were then in that day No eruption of spontaneous commotion No toxicity that would have me bend the knee No walls that I beg for to fall No with held care an love that i need to ponder over of My life isnt exactly what you call perfect But to me, it's as perfect as what it can be without the beast or serpent I prefer the humble as well to be Because that's what the lord expects of thee For this, my belief of marriage have changed As I am blessed to say it has been arranged I no longer have my last name Nor the past of it which only the future of the continuous new remain So, as you spit, twist and call me out of my name in vain Just remember, You're alone in this, stuck with past of your own error thoughts, which are hateful and dismembered I pray that you heal I pray that in time positives reveal I pray that you find peace an happiness An not the constant horrid thoughts you have had continuous I pray the guilt is relieved I pray for you to be healthy as well mentally As my good lord has taken care of me, he will take care of you I have faith if you truly let him in fully too Take care and bless thee I will no longer be Reading the past or making a future part three