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Started off a beautiful night all dressed up and off to dance laughing talking drinking wine wearing my favorite pink pants. Im not sure when it hit me but i suddenly felt alone beautiful people everywhere everyone in their zone. i was yearning for conversation or some sort of sense of home nobody cared to talk for real i felt the need to roam with nowhere else to go drunk to the point of falling i became very introspective my heart felt sad and calling. usually my nights out with friends ended in bliss happy happy happy everyone a kiss. tough times had been brewing my mind just could not breathe dancing and drinking Didn't do it for me so i leave. Got home and tears were falling feeling insecure and lost looking in the mirror i saw a girl with such exhaust. looking at my phone with no inhibitions i dialed a friend who understood my sad conditions. i looked a mess and felt the same yet didn't care that night usually id make sure i was done and up and feeling right. I listened to my heart and took a chance and called. I thought he'd be working but he answered and i bawled. it was foggy after that not sure exactly what i said. but as quickly as I hung up He was out front like my bed. I stumbled out bottle in hand Jumped into his truck he looked at me didn't say a word and then i felt some luck. He helped me into his house and put me in the shower he stayed in there while I bathed Feeling so empowered. hair all wet makeup gone I stepped out into his towel he wrapped me in dried me off but wasn't on the prowl. He held me close and looked at me Eye to Eye and said "This is when your the most beautiful" Then carried me to bed. A man of few words but when he spoke i listened. And that night as he told me that my whole body started to glisten. That comment has stayed with me like no other I've ever heard Whenever I feel sad or down I image the night it occurred.