Rational and Emotional

I am intoxicated in the emotional nets However I am Lost in rational sky I despise my own superficial And holding self-esteem and vanity in my palms and shouting: "It's a shining diamond, Who could understand its precious? " In fact, I only kept telling the story of drops in the ocean Twirling between the gains and Losses I dream that there is one new sky breaking through the emotional nets After all it just fall into the darkness of reasons That sublime rational, the reason which I yearn to die It is like a holy lotus growing in the iceberg My lazy and aloof soul Can only pay homage to it But would never get its favor The more I struggle in the emotional nets The more rational travels farther away from me It is like a parent to abandon me Leaving me to the hopeless and helpless My emotions Often as the tide surging Starting to flood the rational boat Another of me In the emotion of the sea Are struggling and crying...... I Sadly Can not afford to save another of is an I only can see my emotions raging Can hear my rational shouting Letting my emotions struggling inside the nets Letting the rational boat to be flooded My reasons and emotions Then fight in this Cold War Never can tell who wins and who loses Leaving only pieces of the wreckage after war then I like a poor orphan is coldly abandoned between rational and emotional 06. Jan.2016 By yunyan GU