Random Thoughts Part 4

I hate feeling all of this Pain, I have tried so hard, but its all in Vain. My heart was yours and you threw it away it still beats for you, but its trash, like garbage day. I wander around in my mind at night to catch a simple glimpse of you then I feel alright until I realized how wrong I was done how stupid was I to think you were the One still to this day you are always on my mind, what is she doing, how are her kids, hopefully they're all fine. I can never forget the times that we have shared In those few moments I thought you really cared. You said that you did that I meant something to You, I started to believe that what you said was True. I know better now, back then I was a Fool, If u really cared you would have said I Love you too. You couldn't even talk to me like you said you could You didn't trust in me, when you really should I'm not over it, even though I try to be, What you have done, really did a number on Me. Some people will laugh some people will Cry But the only thing I have ever done was Try. To be there for you, through thick and thin Hoping that it would be you and I in the End. So far it looks like that will never Be, So I guess in the end, its always gonna be ME This isn't a game, Not one I can win. Its me releasing Random Thoughts from deep Within.