Random Thoughts Part 4

I hate feeling all of this Pain,
I have tried so hard, but its all in Vain.
My heart was yours and you threw it away
it still beats for you, but its trash, like garbage day.
I wander around in my mind at night
to catch a simple glimpse of you then I feel alright
until I realized how wrong I was done
how stupid was I to think you were the One
still to this day you are always on my mind,
what is she doing, how are her kids, hopefully they're all fine.
I can never forget the times that we have shared
In those few moments I thought you really cared.
You said that you did that I meant something to You,
I started to believe that what you said was True.
I know better now, back then I was a Fool,
If u really cared you would have said I Love you too.
You couldn't even talk to me like you said you could
You didn't trust in me, when you really should
I'm not over it, even though I try to be,
What you have done, really did a number on Me.
Some people will laugh some people will Cry
But the only thing I have ever done was Try.
To be there for you, through thick and thin
Hoping that it would be you and I in the End.
So far it looks like that will never Be,
So I guess in the end, its always gonna be ME
This isn't a game, Not one I can win.
Its me releasing Random Thoughts from deep Within.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018


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