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My sadness overrides, my happiness, sometimes it goes away, other times it's here to stay. Other days I can be as happy as a little kid getting candy, other days I can't even stop myself from crying. I don't know what this could be, but I am scared of something hiding deep within. I stay strong as long as I can, but I can't be strong, I'm weak and heartbroken. Since you left us, it's been hard to stop playing the fun memories I have had with you growing up. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't wish I could have said "I love you Grandma." one last time. When you left, you took apart of all us with you, you were my best friend, I don't why I am so torn. I miss you more and more everyday, people say "I need to let go" But it's hard to let go when you lost your very first best friend. You were my best friend. I miss you... I love you... Thank you for all the memories you left in my heart to think back on from a little kid to the very last day of your life. R.I.P. Granny 8/27/17