Pursuit of Excellence

I wonder day and night what is that I lack. My demons in my head tell me it's you that no one likes. The consciousness In my head pushes me towards my fantasized flawlessness. The glory of excellence puts a hefty consequence on thyself. Seductive as it is my mind bears the repercussions. The World as it is puts me on a grand pedestal. My breasts fills with all the glory, but in her mind I'm not Satisfactory.