Purgatory Time Machine

You swim in the ocean of my tears in my purgatory time machine a designer hell, that had no heaven to replace every negative with another positive and you could help yourselves earn this every grain of sand placed around the one rock i cried upon everyday i had to earn by wishing myself away In this hard place god passed me by forever a star in the sky for ever reason i discovered that i had to die Drop by drop the oceans were collected grain of sand by grain of sand the beaches created with no deception never got a turn to live the life i deserved just rewarded for suicidal tendancies in this purgatory time machine punished for something you did to me