Pulling the Pain

Why do I test the limits of my pain? What could I possibly hope to gain?? Can I say: "Is It worth the strain?" Or tell you its because of someone to blame! I did whatever I could to maintain a good name. And it went back to being just the same. I treat what I do as a game, because my habits are not in the right frame. This has to stop or at best be tame. I want to leave this life in a good light, by god's crane.