Psychotic Insomniac

The moon rises
Through the darkness
Stars appear 
Twinkling I’m the vastness
I close my eyes
Shutting them out

I lay down 
My head
On a pillow of horror
It never lets me rest

My thoughts 
Keep me awake
Jolting means I start to drift
Away
My mind seems to be warning me
Of nightmares
But really
That’s what I’m trying 
To escape 

I can’t leave
But I know
I very well can’t stay
Or these thoughts and memories 
Will consume me
And my sanity

Midnight comes
With no sound
Except for the screaming in my head 
Nobody is awake
To save me
From this

Finally my thoughts recede
Giving me 
Seconds
Of mercy

Tears
Dry on me
As I fall
Asleep
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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