Protection vs Stolen

For a consecutive 6 weeks, You helped a project of "putting the lipsticks on the pig". Has the fence not damaged by the strangers, We would not have worked together. You helped keeping me safe from outsiders, Prevent people invading into my living quarters, But, you had stolen the key to my heart's locker, Made me seeing the fence as a reminder. Let it bleed inside my mind, It hurt all days and nights, Despite I have tried, The pain and heartache have not ended. Remember those dots I used, They were exactly how I felt at the time, But did not know you well enough to share my inner feelings, Should never have those feelings in the first place. It was never your false, You did not encourage nor give me any wrong messages. It was me who was so vulnerable, Growed an affection and invested emotion feelings on you. I never blamed you terminated our friendship, If there was any of it. However. I loathed you for disrespecting me and discriminating me being part of dirty system.