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waiting
with diaper on 
for this woman to get up 
off the kitchen floor and
stop bleeding while a man 
hovers over her with grimace 
and clinched fist

waiting
for our first-grade teacher 
to stop crying 
over the P.A. announcement 
that the president 
has just been assassinated 
in Dallas

waiting
on the spirit of Christmas 
to return days after the news 
that mother's favorite song "You Send Me" 
had just been shot and killed
a few blocks from our home

waiting
in the backseat of a Packard 
for the policeman to stop screaming 
at my father as urban soldiers 
toss fire from their hands 
in our neighborhood just outside of Watts

waiting
at LAX for Wilt the Stilt 
to come back and finish 
signing autographs after 
some idiot just called him a freak

waiting 
for the bowtie and scowl 
to let go of my arm so I 
can shake the hand of 
the Greatest of All Time 
as he starts his comeback 
with an exhibition bout 
in East Los Angeles

waiting
with eighteen-year-old trembling knees 
for that sheriff deputy 
to remove his pump action shotgun 
from my temple

waiting 
in the delivery room 
for the wrong woman 
to have my child

waiting 
at a motel 
for the right woman 
to find the time 
to slip away

waiting
on the side of 
the ninety-one freeway 
for a motorcade to pass 
shortly after the funeral 
of a former president 
shamed by the Watergate scandal
 
waiting
and looking 
while holding onto 
the entry gate at 875 S. Bundy Dr. 
for some sign of what really 
happened that night

waiting 
along with F.E.M.A. and the Red Cross
for the distraught woman
to come with us to safety 
days after the Northridge earthquake 
leveled her million-dollar home

waiting
at the hospital
for my first grandchild 
to be born while her father
who's been convicted of battery
is nowhere to be found

waiting, waiting
seems like I'm always
waiting

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017




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Date: 8/13/2024 6:26:00 PM
Ricky Muse, your poem is an outpouring of emotions. I can relate to certain aspects, but as we keep going, self-imposed protection finds us
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Ricky Muse
Date: 8/14/2024 12:32:00 PM
Amen. This poem is weird because I wasn't thinking about anything in particular. The poem just came out. Not a lot of editing on this piece. Thanks again...............peace!
Date: 5/8/2024 7:27:00 PM
A very detailed and thought provoking poem.Well described and put forth.
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Ricky Muse
Date: 5/8/2024 7:48:00 PM
Sometimes my poems are simply an act of courage. Thanks for your time John...................peace!
Date: 5/8/2024 6:25:00 PM
Exceptionally powerful poetry, Ricky. Your use of repetition reminds the reader of each blow, each expectation, each heartbreak you've endured. Congratulations on writing such an impactful poem. You are a survivor indeed! Brian
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Ricky Muse
Date: 5/8/2024 7:47:00 PM
Brian I wasn't sure about writing such a personal, long poem like this, but I found the strength. Thanks for stopping by.................peace!
Date: 5/8/2024 4:59:00 PM
Excellent writing! I can relate to alot of what you have written! Amazing work!
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Date: 5/8/2024 7:45:00 PM
Hey Diane. I was experimenting with writing a list poem and this is the result. Thanks for the input...........peace!
Date: 7/14/2020 9:47:00 AM
Richard, as always, your powerful and poignant pen pulls me into the very ink spilled on your poetic page. An emotionally and physically moving piece born of the cycle of violence that comes full circle conveyed with both an intimate sensitive artistry and a heartbreaking reality. The repetition of 'waiting' emphasizes the constancy of the sense of sadness, disappointment, angst and the delay of fulfillment, justice, happiness. A palpable tension created with finesse. A stunning masterwork and personal history, dear poet. Your haunting poem is inspiring on so many levels. A fav. Thank you for your soulful sharing, Richard. Warmest wishes always, my friend.. ~Susan
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Ricky Muse
Date: 12/20/2020 8:50:00 AM
Please forgive me for overlooking your always heartfelt reply. Me getting old you know. This is definitely one of the most personal poems I've ever written. Thanks again. Be safe and be blessed.
Date: 11/21/2017 5:45:00 AM
A sad lifelong story. Best wishes for your future days.
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Ricky Muse
Date: 2/3/2018 12:33:00 PM
Stina I guess you could say this poem is one big outpouring. Thanks for stopping bye..........peace!
Date: 10/14/2017 10:57:00 AM
Well written, I love it!
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Ricky Muse
Date: 10/14/2017 1:11:00 PM
Thanks for the kind words Rose. This poem was so therapeutic. All the best...................peace!
Date: 9/25/2017 8:45:00 AM
Hello Richard, this is the very first poem of yours I have read. I'm not sure how others react but let me say this; the Life lived in this poem is a testament to the inner strength and determination of one person to see life through to its natural conclusion. Very powerful and emotional read I am so thankful I took the time to view it. Well done my friend and well written
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Ricky Muse
Date: 9/25/2017 8:57:00 PM
I was writing down events in my life. The word "waiting" kept popping up and I don't know why. The next thing I know, poem. I dig when that happens. Thanks my friend.............peace!
Date: 9/24/2017 7:55:00 PM
wow, you covered a lot of ground with this one , Richard. Of course these things happened, but were they all true personal experiences you had yourself? Goodness! It's bad enough to see them on the tv screen. So much injustice in this world that you summed up with this poem.
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Ricky Muse
Date: 9/24/2017 9:48:00 PM
Yes Andrea everything in this poem actually happened to me. I guess you could say I was reflecting on a life lived so far. Thanks for your support...................peace!
Date: 9/23/2017 8:20:00 PM
It is difficult to put in a few words my reactions to this piece. Anger at the abuse, disappointment at the fact we humans don't seem to be evolving away from violence. Hope for the new life and much more. A poem that calls forth many feelings. Good work!
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Ricky Muse
Date: 9/24/2017 9:46:00 PM
Poetry is therapy for me. It beats the heck out of taking a pill. Thanks for stopping bye..................peace!

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