Product of Tragedy

Do I push or pull? Do I go straight or do I turn? What works best for me May not work best for you Even your happiness matters Should I stay here Or run away while I have the chance? Will I survive without it all? Even though I did wait for you I feel I’ve betrayed you as well What am I to do now? Pretending does not break my heart To me it is only natural you act this way I’ve cried in front of you I’ve cried for you A child to call your own Does not result from jealousy and rage I should have said something long ago, I know I myself was afraid of how I felt The end result is still the same… I love you Written April 27, 2010