Pressures We Impose

Pressures we impose Face adversity, survive and define your spin and be an advocate for the torment I feel like I am always late for something and I need to be somewhere important, but I don’t and no one wants me anywhere. I have disappointed everyone and let them down especially me  I have no feeling of moving forward to anything of value, I have no value and importance and no sense of accomplishment. I hate my last few years and how they have ruined me as a person and destroyed any integrity I ever had.  I am tortured by my isolation and no contact with my outside world I really hope the feeling I have that I am meant for greater things is true and I will still achieve them I need help, I need a sign, I need guidance I pray for clarity and hope I see a path that will allow me to be the man I want to and need to be  I needed a hand to guide me, a true friend to stand beside me Create a rock you cannot lift, that is where anxiety grows Offer your hand to the entire world and disappointment is the result it shows