Prayer To My Self

Walking away might be the most hardest things for a man to do, you cant even imagine what that feeling can do to you. Falling flat on your face would be better than to look shameful, even walking around naked around the streets would be cool. But like any story in life goes, there is always that one person that will help you get back on your feet and walk again. No matter how much you fall, no matter how much you stumble upon a struggle, that person will be there with you till the end. Give love and thanks to this person who never leaves your side and helps you put a smile on your face everyday. When the day comes to an end and you know that the person has to go, all you can wish is for your special person to stay. Mine has walked away on me, I was so blind that i couldn't see. She wanted everything for her self, for me to change and be what she wanted me to be, but i had to let her go and never see this person again, cause it would only be worse in the end. Writing this is more painful than getting your body tattooed, writing this is more painful than getting over screwed. Writing this is more painful than words, writing this is more painful than razor sharp swords. No matter how much you try to let it out it just wouldn't come out, the pain is way to deep and its almost like its tattooed on your bodies gout. haven't i been hurt enough in this world, i just don't understand why i am being treated like this, is it cause i am better than you and have nothing to look forward too but my blue and black handkerchief? The cut was way to deep my dear, you just cant imagine, i have been cut and bruised for the last time, i can promise you that. No one will ever touch this body or hurt this soul ever again, if you wish to try so, go ahead and check it, but before that go ahead and get yourself a casket.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012


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Date: 2/24/2012 7:29:00 AM
Early morning reading to get the mind buzzing. Thank you for sharing your excellent poetry Roman. Have a fabulous weekend and I hope to see more of your poetry when I get back to the Soup Monday. Usually pretty busy on the weekends with family so don't get to read much. Love, Carol
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Date: 2/24/2012 7:56:00 PM
Thank you for the comment Carol. If you don't mind of course, I would like to write you a poem. Just reading your writing brings me so much joy. So if you wouldn't mind, may I write one for you as a dedication?
Date: 2/23/2012 9:12:00 PM
Oh yes letting go is a painful place- you have shared your feelings so well. But time eventually brings us through to a better place if we let it, Bren: )
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Date: 2/23/2012 9:15:00 PM
Elaborate some more please, Brenda.
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