Porcelain Play

You tell me to stop
How can I
When the porcelain play never stops
It has to keep going
For the crowd 

Yet, the cracks...
They are slowly taking over
Slowly breaking 
my so carefully built play
my life
my happiness 
The cracks get bigger, can they see? 
no amount of joy can seal them now.
The crowd, it laughs. I'm glad. They don't need to see my cracks 
Yet...
Is this the end?
Is this where my porcelain facade finally shatters?
Will this be the final bow? The last act before it ends?
Will I be brave enough to take my last bow? 

No..I cannot.
 I try to gather my broken porcelain pieces back together, hastily.
  I don't care how they are put, as long as they are hiding the scared, frail monster. 
I look up at the crowd knowing, tonight won't be the last act. 
The show must go on, for now and forever because of my cowardly behaviour. I don't bow. 
I finish with a grin, a wide tooth filled grin that is the perfect finishing touch to my porcelain facade. 
My perfect disguise.
 My beautiful porcelain play
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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September 18, 2023 at 6:53 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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September 17, 2023 at 6:21 AM
Powerful poem about being misunderstood.. many of us pretend and hide behind a smile... you expressed this so well..
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