Pondering Mind

Always wondering at that corner of my mind what am I ? and where am I ? and what awaits me ? and where do i stand ? and do i ever exist In those people i have seen? they talk, they laugh they tease, they praise they also scream and curse like stones, one by one words fell never failing to tear that tender heart of mine as the time groans and memory sharpening with past whispering from every brick of mine I walk aimlessly dragging along that load of burden sighing under my feet eyes always in blankness staring at silent walls of mine those tears that were shed those pains that were screamed those words that were heard those visions that were seen those questions left unanswered those reasons never justified those anger never ceased those hopes that still remains All lingers around in me as i move along day by day in that closed corner surrounded in gloom like a hidden saga it lies underneath never failing to show up like that turmoils at sea and leaving those mysteries always unsolved... now as i watch the vast sea my arms holding last hopes tightly fearing that breeze will take away from me as those tides rising up and down waiting for those waves to bring back those lost happiness of mine and to bring a smile in those eyes of mine...