Poem of Love, Grace and My Salvation

I am now overwhelm Emotions stirring me The things I’m containing Trying hard to hide the world You let open and scattered In the wind that blows our face I don’t want the world to see me Like this And no one see me in this state As you do I want the world to know am strong Yet you make me feel vulnerable I had shown the world I am invincible A person of great courage But sometimes I get tired Of carrying the load which is not mine Great expectation surrounds my entity Yet now I melt in front of you I want freedom Togo anywhere and fly high Search the world around Be free to go deeper Release the real me Without anybody noticing me I want to escape from the world’s Ever discriminating To be with my love till eternity Spend time together in joy Working together Loving each other as days past by me Making kids And memories Lasting for a seconds a few Yet I know there’s uncertainty in loving Relationships may fall down Be broken to shattered pieces I’m afraid I can’t save it From the cruelty of this universe To condemn the fallen To be one of them I hated it One thing I can do is live a day at a time Blow like the wind Flow like the river That I may be released From the shackles of uncertainty And plant me in a secure soil Where I can go freely Feelings of cruelty is not in me Yet I’m surrounded by it Contaminating thy hearts with dirt Let me be free from all these Let me spring with your love Salvation and grace From eternity I shall bring forth The sweetness of your love The warmth of your embrace And the freedom you gave from myself Is God can hear us? Are you real? Why are you far? Invisible from my naked eye Yet you are everywhere from the beginning Clouds of doubts are in my thoughts