Poem of Healing

So much fear So much pain Riddles my mind As memories of the past Come clear inline I use to white knuckle And hold on tight Until I found this place That showed me whats right Now I look at the past And those awful blues To finally get to a place That's full of truth I tell a close mouth friend Of my wrongful ways In hope to experience My higher powers grace Now with my past No longer all around I make amends To the list of people I found Explain my errors And how I am now To seek forgiveness And to heal old frowns At the end of my day I look at where I've been wrong To make sure I don't owe Any I'm sorry's too long Now closer to God I understand his work I seek out others like me To help them find self worth