Playing With Fire

it started with the flame this beautiful kind of pain ripping out my heart- for the 20th time it was all a game for real? all a game to you when you meant the world to me I even lost a part to you carrying around my love using abusing every part of you consuming deathly virus attacking my brain and my soul willingly gives and its chilling that I would do such a thing it's chilling I still would- but for what? you gave up you merely gave up and there's no hope- for someone who is able to spit you up willing to walk away without turning back causing you and your step backs or perhaps it's just destiny attempting to make be and turn the reality into time's control as the air deepens your lungs bloat incapable to speak oh 3 years down the road? It's such a shame that this little flame didn't acknowledge he was playing with fire my patience will long have expired before you understand; In a relationship you're always playing with fire it only lasts if you keep it lit