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Playground In My Mind

Playground In My Mind

How you used to run around.
In every playground you could find.
As you used to laugh and play.
In your playground in my mind.

The games you used to love to play.
Pull me close then push away.
Telling me how much you cared.
Not meaning what you say.

The pleasure you got from my pain.
With your deceit and strife.
As you laughed and played.
In your playground in my life.

As you rallied all your troops.
So they told the same lies.
Begging me to came back.
As fake tears fell from your eyes.

The way you relished your success.
As you tore my world apart.
As you laughed and ran around.
In your playground in my heart.

With all the games behind me now.
I've found a way to heal.
And I found one that gives a damn.
For the way I feel.

Still the memory haunts me.
Every once in awhile.
Like every time I pray for you.
Or I see the devil smile.

Edwin C Hofert
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Pine Avatar
May 4, 2015 at 6:32 PM
Brilliant, especially the lingering of the memories
Hofert Avatar
January 17, 2016 at 6:01 PM
Thank You!
A  Avatar
April 30, 2015 at 7:59 PM
Edwin, ONCE AGAIN Congratulations on your win. SKAT
Konos Avatar
April 30, 2015 at 12:58 PM
Yes Congrats on your win. I am a bit like you don't know where to look for the winners...guess because all the Soupers are winners......
Allison Avatar
April 27, 2015 at 7:46 AM
Dropping back with my congrats Edwin:-) Hugs Jan xx
A  Avatar
April 26, 2015 at 10:14 PM
Edwin, Congrats on your awesome win! ~SKAT~
Hofert Avatar
April 26, 2015 at 10:42 PM
Thank you so very much!. God bless!
Gorelick Avatar
April 26, 2015 at 10:12 PM
Congrats on your win..happy for you. BG
Hofert Avatar
April 26, 2015 at 10:41 PM
Thank you Barbara. I don't know what to say. Except thank you.
Allison Avatar
April 16, 2015 at 4:11 PM
childhood memories can come back to haunt us Edwin - I found this a heartbreaking write. Writing poetry can be so therapeutic to deal with the demons from the past:-) Hugs Jan xx 7 xx
Hofert Avatar
April 16, 2015 at 4:28 PM
And hugs to you my friend.
Flint Avatar
April 16, 2015 at 12:16 PM
Edwin - an excellent poem. It's sad the way some people take pleasure from another person's pain. Hope you are doing well now!
Hofert Avatar
April 16, 2015 at 12:33 PM
Thank you Wally. Not only are those days just a memory. They are a distant one at that. Thank you for your show of compassion. God bless my friend. Ed
Diliberto Avatar
April 16, 2015 at 10:43 AM
beautiful gripping,brought tears to my eyes
Hofert Avatar
April 16, 2015 at 11:12 AM
Thank you Mary. Though it's an older poem I remember the time it was written all too well. Mostly I'm sorry you can relate to it as well. God bless you. :) Ed
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