Perhaps

Perhaps their hearts will forgive me
the many loves I squandered
   now an old dreamer's reflection
that floats upon the ripples that cross my mind
from the last stone of memory
I tossed into the dark depth of yesterdays
where the lost first birth of love's beauty
was kept hidden in the pealing trunk of carelessness

it's filled with old pictures of lovers
that posed for a brief moment in time
when romantic interludes were mistaken for love

my hands gray and trembling
turn each picture silently
remembering a world of sadness
and countless sunsets 
that fell between the thin red of empty dawns
and days and nights where nothing really lived

the heart, once a vibrant cauldron
of burning flames of purple passions
consumed all thought and reason
and left a crying melody
which keeps playing in the hollow darkness
of once upon a time where tears formed waves
that crashed the heart's barren shores
below the darkest sky of their tomorrow
Perhaps,   they have forgiven me

8/17/19
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Marcum Wong Avatar
December 14, 2019 at 4:24 PM
This outstanding piece with its beautiful metaphors resonates with my own beating heart of past regrets of loves that were not to be. I can so identify with your last stanza that is so brilliantly written. Congratulations on your win. This is a Fave for me Frederic! Awe inspiring! Mele Kalikimaka! xxoo
Barden Avatar
December 13, 2019 at 5:12 AM
Best wishes and congrats for your win in John's Free Verse contest, Frederic - he knows his stuff! Blessings and happy holidays to you and yours! :o)
Na Avatar
December 11, 2019 at 7:26 PM
Congrats on your winning poem Frederic
Hamilton Avatar
December 11, 2019 at 10:42 AM
This is a very touching poem Frederic, loved every word, congrats on another fine win!
Dietrich Avatar
August 19, 2019 at 3:10 PM
wow, deep feeling and wonderful imagery together, Frederic! this is so poignant.
One Avatar
August 18, 2019 at 12:33 PM
I feel your poetry and I've been in the same place...wondering if the hearts will forgive me... Deep and personal poetry.
Sands Avatar
August 18, 2019 at 9:45 AM
Beautifully written and expressed Frederic :)
Onclaud Avatar
August 17, 2019 at 3:15 PM
we charge breakthrough and foibles to experience, frederic... all is right; deep, splendid poem.. huggs
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