Pardon Me

"Good for nothing? Yeah, I know I am. I know I'm a disaster, I made everything worse all the time; I know it all, you made sure of that. Now, what can I do except saying sorry? Sorry for the existence I guess, I don't know what else... Every time I apologize you say I'm just saying, Trying to be humble,be good but always faking. I'm a faker, the fakest of all the fakers out there! I fake when I love, I fake when I hate, I fake it even when I say I like a movie, Said that to just impress someone, you say?! Pardon me, you are so right I fake to be loved too. Who am I kidding, trying to be everyone's dear! No, I was never good enough to begin with; I'm just a vain entity full of despair."