Paranoia

Tonight I tasted true insanity Thing is it wasn't just them it was me. Tonight this night as I live and breathe Evil I feel evil I hear and evil I see. Hate vengeance paranoia and my God the pain, His sorrow, hurt, his grief can you imagine the drain. The venom spilled from him each time a head turned Then I would see those same lips move as I heard spoken concern. The truth is.. hes all my heart begged for this time. The whole truth screw the rhyme My life My world My emotional vice Your love Your passion Your eyes that entice I can't make this day brighter Like a candle needs fire you are my lighter. The day is lost gray and sickly Wishing its end and even more quickly Needing to mark off yet another wasted day Ready for my purpose and to be on my way The agony I feel from each loss more desolate than before I don't know if it's worth journeying any more. You took my very being polished and brightly revealing. You took the coal and made a diamond For that alone I'll never need reminding. For wherever you may roam Where ever we merge together is the place and moment I am home.