Paranoia

Tonight I tasted true insanity
Thing is it wasn't just them it was me.
Tonight this night as I live and breathe 
Evil I feel evil I hear and evil I see.
Hate vengeance paranoia and my God the pain,
His sorrow, hurt, his grief can you imagine the drain.
The venom spilled from him each time a head turned
Then I would see those same lips move as I heard spoken concern.
The truth is.. hes all my heart begged for this time.
The whole truth screw the rhyme
My life
My world
My emotional vice
Your love
Your passion
Your eyes that entice
I can't make this day brighter 
Like a candle needs fire you are my lighter.
The day is lost gray and sickly
Wishing its end and even more quickly
Needing to mark off yet another wasted day
Ready for my purpose and to be on my way
The agony I feel from each loss more desolate than before
I don't know if it's worth journeying any more.
You took my very being polished and brightly revealing.
You took the coal and made a diamond
For that alone I'll never need reminding. 
For wherever you may roam 
Where ever we merge together is the place and moment I am home.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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