Paradox World

I feel lonely, I feel sad
This whole damn thing makes me feel bad
I feel happy, I feel glad
There's still hope, for tomorrow always had

I feel like a fool, I feel stupid
It seems like things would go insipid
I feel free, I feel brand new
I can always change my life in just one day or two

I feel weak, I feel depressed
I need someone who'll love me, I couldn't care less
I feel good, I feel satisfied
'Coz I know I have friends who'll stay by my side

I feel insecure, alone and dead
I can't do anything relevant just stay in my bed
I feel strong, alive and kickin'
'Coz my life is precious worth for livin'

Why do I feel like I'm crazy?
When I'm thinking about my life that went hazy
When I'm thinking about the days I have wasted
I feel like I'm half alive but I'll be mostly dead


~Chrisna Vergara
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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April 30, 2017 at 4:36 PM
Welcome to the Soup:)
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May 1, 2017 at 7:00 AM
You are welcome, Chrisna. I hope to read more, of your work and have a blessed day.
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May 1, 2017 at 6:57 AM
Thanks for the warm welcome! ;)
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