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Each day is a gamble
Even with calculated risks
We make the best decisions possible
We don’t make the best decisions possible
If that makes sense then you’ve been there
Deciding to quell instead of spell
Choosing the steady breath over the sharp truth
Letting the moment pass because speaking felt heavier
And the room felt too small for honesty

It happened on a Tuesday
One of those gray ones where time drags its feet
A conversation you’d practiced in your head
Turned into a nod, a shrug, a swallowed sentence
They waited for the rest of your thought
You let it die between you
Pretending it wasn’t important
Pretending you weren’t unraveling

By nightfall the distance had doubled
Not from anything cruel
Just from what you didn’t say
And when the message finally came
Short, decisive, colder than needed
You reread it until the words turned flat
Knowing the moment you could’ve changed it
Was already several hours behind you
And nothing good was coming back through that door
Copyright © | Year Posted 2025

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Dietrich Avatar
August 5, 2026 at 6:03 PM
Oh wow. What a deflating feeling. You are an awesome writer. Have I got you on my list of posts I follow? I will do it if it's not already done . By the way. Never say never. Maybe you could still get through to someone though the first opportunity was missed
Delegans Avatar
August 8, 2026 at 12:09 PM
Honored by your compliment and that you want to follow. This is more or less old memories that resurface and trying to metabolize that with how I think now.
Jones Avatar
November 23, 2025 at 9:04 PM
Wow! This makes me reflect and recall such exact experiences! How well you put this together! Like!
Delegans Avatar
December 1, 2025 at 9:38 PM
Glad it connected with you, Karen. Thanks for sharing a compliment.
Etgen-Baker Avatar
November 17, 2025 at 4:57 PM
a deep, inspirational poem. It gave me pause to reflect. Thank you.
Delegans Avatar
November 17, 2025 at 8:46 PM
Thank you, Sara. I'm glad you liked it. Thank you for the supportive comment.
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