Pain I Can'T Explain

This pain I feel
never goes away,
It's connected to me somehow,
and with me everyday.
It feels like it's apart of me
and I don't understand why,
Most days I get weaker,
and have a feeling I'm saying good-bye.
I don't like checking into the hospital
and having my own room,
The medicine the doctors give me,
I take in and consume.
Whenever I'm not strong
I ache and cry,
Sometimes I hurt so bad,
I want to say good-bye.
I try to stand up
and walk around,
But sometimes the doctors say I'm not strong enough
and they lay me back down.
It gets boring
just staring at the ceiling,
Nothing ever happens,
it's all so unappealing.
It's my time to go now,
Just remember what i say
"I'm always watching out for you from above,
and i'll be in your heart everyday".

In Memory Of A Loved Girl, Daughter, and a Great Friend.  
    We Miss You.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Bradley Avatar
January 23, 2015 at 4:37 PM
That was beautiful and sad
Nance Avatar
January 5, 2015 at 3:26 PM
It is hard to feel that sickness. We can only hope for healing, whether in this life or the next. This poem is worthy of lots of hugs, thanks for writing! hugsxx
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