Pain I Can'T Explain

This pain I feel never goes away, It's connected to me somehow, and with me everyday. It feels like it's apart of me and I don't understand why, Most days I get weaker, and have a feeling I'm saying good-bye. I don't like checking into the hospital and having my own room, The medicine the doctors give me, I take in and consume. Whenever I'm not strong I ache and cry, Sometimes I hurt so bad, I want to say good-bye. I try to stand up and walk around, But sometimes the doctors say I'm not strong enough and they lay me back down. It gets boring just staring at the ceiling, Nothing ever happens, it's all so unappealing. It's my time to go now, Just remember what i say "I'm always watching out for you from above, and i'll be in your heart everyday". In Memory Of A Loved Girl, Daughter, and a Great Friend. We Miss You.