Pain

i don't know
sorry if bold
i'm not warm but cold
i feel empty
like i got no soul
just hollow
listen to what your told
again sorry if bold

i cant really explain
what's goes on in my brain
my belief is crumbling
sorry
but i'm no longer believe
This will have an happy ending
must seem crazy
but am i dreaming
this pain inside
just sits there and laughing
just in spite
no matter how many times
I say I believe in Christ
i feel like I'm about about to cry
Break down every night
What going through my mind

Am i sane?
if so I'm about to break
i did believe in god
same as brains beats bronze
and nice guys don't finish last
but it seems like i was wrong
should i hold a mask
it must be my best bliss
music is my outlet
typing first thing that comes to mind
that's not a lie
i don't feel whole
but hollow
am i really this empty
Am i wrong
to type this as a song
answer me am i confusing
if i loved and lost
i feeling kinda dumb
but
i don't know anymore
my heart feels torn
i am alone
Always been so
that's why i feeling kinda hollow
like i got no soul
please 
Explain to me
why do i feel so empty
really
i don't even know why
i'm standing
explaining this anybody
who choose to read
but i just don't know anymore
like i said before
i feel hollow
Don't feel like I wanna live this life
Alright
but this time
i don't even know what's to type
i wish i wasn't alone
truth be told
i hate being me
a lone wolf is just irony
loneliness is getting to me truly
i don't wanna feel this pain anymore

i do pray to the lord
Every single night
True story 
Christ is probably why
i feel like i'm not
i'm no prophet or messiah
i just think cause if he does exist
maybe he will heal this feeling
soon will be great
as of now
i feeling doubt
music is my only bliss
as I am all alone


i wouldn't want anyone
feel like i do
losing a love one
is just too much
i must confess
what will become of me next
i'm just not going to give up
ill stick it out
till the end
this rhyme is for everyone here
reading this
music is bliss
i just wanna know how others express
what do you do
when feeling hollow
like you're sad or down
how do you get back up, again?
please explain to me
does god leave one standing
to see
if they give up easily
if so then why
does i have to sacrifice 
a love one that night
why am i all alone 
26 years old
but feeling really dead at most
not a single friend
well i'm done confessing
this is thee end
just wont give up
i guess god took her cause of tough love 
well that's it
music
is my only bliss

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