Pain

i don't know sorry if bold i'm not warm but cold i feel empty like i got no soul just hollow listen to what your told again sorry if bold i cant really explain what's goes on in my brain my belief is crumbling sorry but i'm no longer believe This will have an happy ending must seem crazy but am i dreaming this pain inside just sits there and laughing just in spite no matter how many times I say I believe in Christ i feel like I'm about about to cry Break down every night What going through my mind Am i sane? if so I'm about to break i did believe in god same as brains beats bronze and nice guys don't finish last but it seems like i was wrong should i hold a mask it must be my best bliss music is my outlet typing first thing that comes to mind that's not a lie i don't feel whole but hollow am i really this empty Am i wrong to type this as a song answer me am i confusing if i loved and lost i feeling kinda dumb but i don't know anymore my heart feels torn i am alone Always been so that's why i feeling kinda hollow like i got no soul please Explain to me why do i feel so empty really i don't even know why i'm standing explaining this anybody who choose to read but i just don't know anymore like i said before i feel hollow Don't feel like I wanna live this life Alright but this time i don't even know what's to type i wish i wasn't alone truth be told i hate being me a lone wolf is just irony loneliness is getting to me truly i don't wanna feel this pain anymore i do pray to the lord Every single night True story Christ is probably why i feel like i'm not i'm no prophet or messiah i just think cause if he does exist maybe he will heal this feeling soon will be great as of now i feeling doubt music is my only bliss as I am all alone i wouldn't want anyone feel like i do losing a love one is just too much i must confess what will become of me next i'm just not going to give up ill stick it out till the end this rhyme is for everyone here reading this music is bliss i just wanna know how others express what do you do when feeling hollow like you're sad or down how do you get back up, again? please explain to me does god leave one standing to see if they give up easily if so then why does i have to sacrifice a love one that night why am i all alone 26 years old but feeling really dead at most not a single friend well i'm done confessing this is thee end just wont give up i guess god took her cause of tough love well that's it music is my only bliss