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i don't know sorry bold i'm not warm but cold i feel empty like i got nosoul just hollow listen to what your told again sorry if bold i cant really explan whats on my brain i my belief is crumbling sorry but i'm no longer believe in this will have an happy ending must seem crazy but am i dreaming this pain inside just sits there and laughing just to in spite i no matter how many times i say i believe in christ i feel like i'm about about to cry what going through my mind Am i sane? if so im about to break i did believe in god same as brains beats bronze and nice guys don't finish last but it seems like im wrong should i hold a mask it must be my best bliss music is my outlet typing first thing that comes to mind that's not a lie i don't feel whole but hollow am i really this empty im i wrong to type this as a song answer me am i confusing if i loved and lost i feeling kinda dumb but i don't know anymore my heart feels torned i alone that's why i feeling kinda hollow like i got no soul please explain to me why do i feel so empty really i don't even know why i'm standing explaining this anybody who choose to read but i just don't know anymore like i said before i feel hollow a guy that's right but this time i don't even know whats to type i wish i wasn't alone truth be told i hate being me a lone wolf is funny loneliness is getting to me i fell like i don't know anymore i do pray to the lord christ is probably why i feel like i'm not i'm no prophet or messiah i just think cause if he does exist maybe he will heal this feeling soon will be great as of now i feeling doubt devon roberto davis music is my only bliss am i all alone if so i lost one i dont wanna let anyone feel like i do losing a love one is just too much i must confess what will become of me next i'm just not going to give up ill stick it out till the end this rhyme is for everyone here reading this music is bliss i just wanna know how others express what do you do when feeling hollow like you're sad or down how do you get back up again please explain to me does god leave one standing to see if they give up easliy if so then why does i have to sacrifice a love one that night why am i all alone 20 years old but feeling really like im all hollow not a single friend well i'm done confessing this is the end just wont give up i guess god took her cause of tough love well that's it music is my only bliss i guess well that's thee end

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Date: 12/27/2017 6:31:00 AM
Very deep and sad write Devon..
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