Pain

Pain. I am pain. You have caused this pain. Broken is everything I touch. Contaminated by you. You make my life hell. You make life not worth it. Disaster strikes after disaster. I can’t control it anymore. You spun my wheel of life, And I can’t handle anymore. I am physically tired, mentally tired, And spiritual tired. All because Of you. Every damn thing, Goes back to you. The illness, the worthlessness, The guilt, the terror, Is all because of you. You stole my life and left chaos in its place. Why didn’t you steal everything at once, Instead of leaving me in this tortuous place? End my life. End it now. Like you should’ve that day. Free me from the pain you have inflicted. Let me go please. Please let me go.