"pain"

I'm feeling is as if I fell into my own black hole Been Having this feeling for days now how does it stop? Or does it, it's as if I'm cutting myself with this long sharp object over in this drawer Mind is wandering now,I bet yours is to, what could I be thinking? "Love" the most painful thing you could ever experience Never have I thinking of giving the "opposite sex" my love It's to fragile,too sensitive to just give it away so easily One minute you may have had "love" but it can be taken away in just seconds Thinking, Thinking, Thinking........ falling from the sky having no where to land Pain in my heart longing for someone to be near instead I hear,and feel nothing All alone forever no hope for anything ever,just staying in a safe secure area Never experiencing excitement, to preserved for that too "classy" Not taking chances scared of any disappointment that follows after "Living your Life" Mind is wandering, wandering...........Thinking,Thinking, Thinking