Pain
You know this life that I am living isnt what I was
Made for so tell me what am I living for
When all I feel everyday is pain and obviously there
Is no one to blame....its my fault and dont worry
I'll take the blame.
Dear mama I wrote when I was thinking of jotting down
A suicide note trust me it was my only way out
Mmmmh I've been living dangerously and everyday
It just gets harder to breathe, now I'm down on my knees
Begging god saying "please just take this pain away"
"Please dont let me die like this, dont let depression and
Anxiety take my life like this"
I still have a lot to live for and although I dont see what
I am breathing for, I still want to see the sun rise and
Watch it set right in front of my eyes.
Oh dear god can you hear me now, can you hear my
Voice screaming loudly for your name, look I just
Want you to get me out of this pain move me out of this
Place, lord I'm tired of these aches.
Let me live once more
Let me feel joy and just lay on the floor
Pain
Pain
Pain
Oh no I dont wanna hear that name
Copyright © Shanice Xaba | Year Posted 2021
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