Pain

You know this life that I am living isnt what I was Made for so tell me what am I living for When all I feel everyday is pain and obviously there Is no one to blame....its my fault and dont worry I'll take the blame. Dear mama I wrote when I was thinking of jotting down A suicide note trust me it was my only way out Mmmmh I've been living dangerously and everyday It just gets harder to breathe, now I'm down on my knees Begging god saying "please just take this pain away" "Please dont let me die like this, dont let depression and Anxiety take my life like this" I still have a lot to live for and although I dont see what I am breathing for, I still want to see the sun rise and Watch it set right in front of my eyes. Oh dear god can you hear me now, can you hear my Voice screaming loudly for your name, look I just Want you to get me out of this pain move me out of this Place, lord I'm tired of these aches. Let me live once more Let me feel joy and just lay on the floor Pain Pain Pain Oh no I dont wanna hear that name