Overdraft Paralyzing Sucker Punch

White as a sheet ghostly color, sans countenance of mine impossible to differentiate between Lenovo external screen background myopia no deterrent as jaw slackened upon Citizens Bank notification current spate of ill health (relentless stomach virus) triggered emotional state Kamikaze nose dived into forbidding deathwish gastrointestinal Civil War relentlessly raged kickstarting linkedin body, mind, spirit emergency necessitating transfer of funds, and/ or anonymous philanthropic injection to staunch, stave, and stay hemorrhaging, whereby checking account beyond restoration, sans life support heroic measures sense (cents) less, now, mine entire being excruciating figurative explosion, viz rapidly fired projectile as if "FAKE" mandibles bit the bullet self destruction declaration reactivated casus belli (caused by ache'n belly) just on cusp of recovery succumbed to lowest record nadir kindling, sparking, and whip sawing plea for salvation or termination, mine abysmal ad hoc existence evincing illogic, quixotic, tragic... charade, facade, masquerade, et cetera accursed woe synonymous with Sisyphus condemned to Hades exhausting arduous, laborious, torturous... punishment social security disability deposit congenital schizoid personality disorder attendant anxiety, obsessive/ compulsive disorder, panic marginally tempered asper prescription medication as each day of destitution, offers smidgen alleviation!