Over and Over

Over and over it hurts When I think it can't get worse It's like cycle, rinse hurt, repeat No matter how hard I try, I'm not complete You were my idol I wanted to be like you Since you've wished me gone Sometimes I turn blue In every moment every day in the last 15 years. I could end a drought with my large basin of tears No matter how hard I try to get over you, you're there You're the matter that made me And in nearly every moment of every day for the last 15 years I wished it wasn't so. People think I'm strong, but I don't Part of me feels weak That I couldn't complete what you wanted me to Part of me feels weak For listening while you continued to speak When I could have just walked away A little part of me thought that maybe.. One Day, ….maybe one day we'd be together again But she's still there. She's the hair in my food And no matter how I cut it, or wrap it around my fork She puts me in a shitty mood.