Outside Looking In

Im going to tell you a story about a girl. She was smart, and ready to take on the world. Had a hard childhood with her mother always ill, but her father worked hard and struggled to pay the bills. My name is Pam and the poem your about to read, Is a interesting poem, all about me. I started to feel depression and pain, at the age of 15 I was snorting cocaine. I got pregnant at a young age and wanted to explore, So I walked right out of my families door. Time went on and I was still not around, My mom grew sicker and dad wearing a frown. Not much longer until I experienced this change, and tragic horrible hurt and feeling of pain. I walked in that room ,and climbed in the bed I layed down beside him, and layed down my head. With my hear I could hear his heartbeat. The next thing I new we were burying him six feet deep. At the funeral they said she was in a better place, but it just wasnt fair to see that look on her face. My mom that is she died with my dad, She may have been breathing but always so sad Two years later she decided to give up, her faith was gone and hope for luck up. Thats when I really started to struggle, barely getting by and forgetting that i was mother. She seen me drift into a dark place, I started loosing weight in my stomach and my face. Before I new it I was always getting high, Weeks became months, and time flew right by Its to bad that I chose this new path I was on , Because on August 11Th I got a call saying my mother was gone. Like a replay I walked into that room, to see her lying there as stiff as a broom. I layed down beside her and rubbed my fingers through her hair , but the pain I was feeling I just couldn't bare. You would think after loosing my mom and my dad, Anything else wouldnt seem near as bad Within four years I had nothing left, My child was taken for my foolish regrets. Just me and my addiction no more tears to cry, so many different ways that I could get high. I would like to introduce this powerful drug, It bring nothing but bad when I was searching for love. The name is crystal, Crystal Meth The one thing in the world, I wish I had never met...