Out of Sorts

Last evening I reached my braking point
My heart grew heavy 
The words you said 
Did disappoint 
Tears poured out from eyes 
Much to your surprise 
Pooling into my hands 
I just couldn’t handle 
All the demands 
Illness has taken me whole 
At times eats me up 
And makes me feel old 
It limits my activities 
And effects my tranquility 
Breathless desperation 
In the middle of the night 
God has to help me with this fight 
Though I can’t blame you 
For your weakness 
Toward my dilemma 
After taking this medication 
All I can feel is tremors 
It can’t be easy watching your wife struggle
Lord knows all these medications are a juggle 
But defeat I shall not endure 
Even if life at this time 
Is a chore
Yes I know you apologized 
I can feel the sadness in your eyes 
Now the conflict is done 
And no one has won
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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