Out of My Mind

As conspiracies plot like blood clots sneaking up to give you that shock focused on the not please take a seat for those that cant take the heat because its about to get hot as I express my freedom thought about diseases caught and wars fought as our government doesn't give us a thought unless our opinion is bought no back talk or you might be shot on the spot for interfering with the plot as the day ends my head continues to spin contemplating my sins how can I win have to keep thick skin for this tail spin within shaking from the fear of being forsaken for my thoughts were mistaken during these times of devastation the beast has been awakened praying to be taken when I arrive at my final destination at the end of the war of nations caused by the lack of education and depression fueled from the aggression never learning our lesson no need for confession we lost the world that we were blessed in God help me please I'm praying on my knees feeling like I'm being teased I'm begging you please Times wasting no need for hesitation staying on my grind to have a revelation maybe then you will stop hating thru all my trials and tribulations while the world keeps facing devastation and destruction with a government that's poorly constructed living paycheck to paycheck feeling like I'm flipping haystacks for nothing but apple jacks the stress is boiling over wishing I could find the power to make it through the horror of getting poorer knowing time wont stop no matter if I cry or bleed not even if I beg or plead. God help me please I'm praying on my knees feeling like I'm being teased I'm begging you please Day by day the hatred grows building up filled with pressure just waiting to blow that's messed up don't want to end up in the dump or feeling like a chump I just need a bump to get over this hump maybe then I wouldn't be such a clump or grump life might not be so grey then I can play with what I say without having to pay don't want to build my house out of clay getting hard to stay need to make a change nothing left but to pray God help me please I'm praying on my knees feeling like I'm being teased I'm begging you please The end is near why fear my mind is clear far and near it went in one ear with times severe and the frontier so unclear were all going to be struck down by the Kings spear then it will be time to cheer no more political sphere or fake peers love the ones you hold dear for maybe they will be there again in a light year