Out of Control

thinking buzzing crying hurting its happening again all over even with the meds i cant control it i feel like im not myself i hate this place i dont know who i am i dont know why im like this i wish it would go away i dont know whats causing it i dont know how to make it leave i dont know whats going on cant someone help me cant someone please help i need to get out of here i need to leave i never thought it would get this bad never knew.... i thought it would go away with time im not in control its winning and i have no one to help me stop it.... i dont have control