Out of Control

thinking 
buzzing
crying 
hurting
its happening again
all over
even with the meds
i cant control it
i feel like im not myself
i hate this place
i dont know who i am
i dont know why im like this
i wish it would go away
i dont know whats causing it 
i dont know how to make it leave
i dont know whats going on
cant someone help me
cant someone please help
i need to get out of here
i need to leave
i never thought it would get this bad
never knew....
i thought it would go away with time
im not in control
its winning
and i have no one to help me stop it....
i dont have control
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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