Out of Body Futility
It was not sleep's dream nor vision when
I climb between the parted veil to know
The knowledge that mortals do not ken
The sweet world with joy so brightly aglow
Then this is all it is, and all was meant to be
A sudden flash of light upon the brain
A fluid flock of fertile foresting in memory
And this I shrank from in conjured pain.
I should have known this coming death
Was foretold in flashing end of stars
Matter back to cosmic energy, a reset
After all the inner turmoil and wars
Out beyond the body bound by gravity
Where matter with matter there deny
My spirit's ancestry and right to eternity
Time has no pulse by rotating this sky
I find no linearity, nor ebb and flow, in
Come and go, but a static wellness bracing
Its universal instant, a vast total sharing
In my omnipresent, immaterial belonging.
And time what were you but a bubbled thing
In the pool of being, a presence blind
Thinking the wings bleating air is how I sing
The deep anxiety we labelled as the mind.
You never know freedom until you fly
Out of the flesh and its fragile breathing
Out of the body is next to love if I die
The happiness of things perfect and unchanging.
Then why this sudden weight again, this pull
Against my freedom, this carnal clotting that clings
To me, like burrs stuck fast to tangled wool
I am to flesh drawn now, a bird with weary wings.
Copyright © David Smalling | Year Posted 2012
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