Our Anniversary Pt2

When I came to barely looking like a roast cooked rarely. I searched the seat there next me. The seat it sat there empty. Now such a dreary feeling fills the air. Such an eerie feeling of not just where, but if I find her, will she still be there. Calling out to her, my voice echoes through the bay. Where has my love gone on this dooming, such so gloomy January day. A day once so beautiful and lovingly, horrifyingly now it frightens me. Terrified at the idea of, where is she, where is my love. A need I had to hold her so bad with hope of breath she have. There in the snow, the crimson snow she lay. At peace I finder her be On this lonely, now so lonely January day. My angel is so still, so still there as she lay. I look into her eyes, but she's already gone away. The only thing now left to do is hold her in my arms and whisper, "I love you." But this time, I won't hear her say anything at all on this silent, all too silent January day. When I seen that she had departed, in my chest I felt my heart it. Sank into, into itself, becoming nevermore. Once so rich, the love I felt, now to be left here on the shore. Before, a brightly light filled star, now I am but a lone black hole. Never to again, ever to be full. A world so full of color, all now turned to Grey. Now my new forever is always to remember that January day. So I stand here weeping, while you lay there sleeping, with my love still keeping all of itself for you. I lay down some flowers I've picked, also these tears that I've brought too. And that I am so sorry, is all that I can say. For if it had not been for me then we could both enjoy. This here moment right now This here January day.