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I HURT I HURT SO BAD I HURT TOO BAD I HURT REAL DEEP I HURT FOR REAL REAL HURT REAL HURT DEEP WITHIN WHERE ONLY I LIVE INTERNAL NO ONE LIVES IN ME,BUT ME AND THAT IS WHERE I HURT OR MAYBE WHY I HURT BUT THE HURT IS THERE LIKE IT'S MADE IT'S HOME THERE WHERE? RIGHT DOWN IN MY HEART A BURNING AGONIZING EXISTENCE OF PAIN HEARTBREAK DISSAPOINTMENTS DISTURBANCES BROKENESS REJECTION ABANDONMENT SEPERATION ANXIETY DOUBT ALL LIVE THERE LOVE KNOCKS ON THE DOOR FEAR ANSWERS AND SCARES LOVE AWAY LIKE IT'S CANCER RUN GET AWAY FROM HERE GET AWAY FROM ME I'VE TASTED THEE I'VE WASTED THEE FLEE FAR FROM ME DEFENSES BUILD FENCES PAIN BRINGS MORE RAIN LIES BRINGS MORE CRIES REJECTION BRINGS FALSE PROTECTION ISOLATIION BRINGS REVELATION OF THE DEMONIZATION THAT CAN ACT OUT REJECTION BEHAVIOR IMITATION LIFE IS HOLLOW WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE A LAUGH TO BORROW BURIED IN SORROW NOR LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMMOROW OUCH LIFE YOU SHOULD'VE GAVE ME A WARNING METEROLIGST EVEN GIVE YOU A CHANCE TO GET AN UMBERELLA THE RAIN IS COMING BUT I DIGRESS THIS MESS AND VISUALIZE AN S ON MY CHEST NO IM NOT SUPER BUT I HAVE A SAVIOUR ONE WHO WAS BORN IN A MANGER HE IS NO STRANGER AND I SHOULD ALWAYS REMIND MYSELF OF HIS PRESENCE IF I FEEL I AM IN DANGER BUT OUCH THIS CAN REALLY HURT JUST LET THE TEARS FALL DOWN MY FACE AS THEY WET UP MY SHIRT NO ONE IS PERFECT SO WHY SHOULD I STRIVE FOR THE IMPOSSIBLE? MAYBE I THINK TO MUCH WITH MY HEART AND SHOULD JUST SETTLE FOR BEING MENTALLY PHILOSOPHICAL I'LL TRADE MY WORRY FOR TRUST I'LL TRADE MY FEAR FOR LOVE I'LL PUT MY HEAD ON MY PILLOW AND CAST MY CARES TO GOD ABOVE. I HAVE NO OTHER SOLUTION.