Open Spaces

When going out it frightens me I can feel the tension, as it builds It's clash of the titans, the anxiety It feels like it's war of the worlds Finding it hard to breathe, loss of air Eye sight blury, everything turns black Wanting to leave get on out of there Again I'm having another panic attack When my mouth is dry, my lips I lick That feeling again, I'm going to collapse Ill health a situasion where I feel so sick Again like this feels like another rellapse Closterphobia, not just indoors but outside All these diffrent faces, gets me anyoned I then want to find a place I can run and hide Being in open spaces makes me paroniod Parts of this were taken from an old poem idea I rewrote and scaped so many times called misshaps felt this better as descibes tha event but how I do get at times even now but again like others up dating put into better context OPEN SPACES WRITTEN BY MY SELF DAVIDSCOTT FEB MARCH 2013 ,,,,,,,,,,inspierd by past present situations and friends family at those times PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME IF THIS TO LONG I FEEL IS BUT ALSO WANTED TO GIVE A LITTLE INSIGHT TO TME AND SPACE ETC WITHOUT REPEATING MY SELF??? NOTE JUST TWEEKED A LITTLE BIT LIKE OTHERS EXPLAINING THE THEN AND NOW