Only Soldier

Why am I the only soldier fighting in this war? Can anybody tell me what I have been fighting for? I have decided I need a break to do some self reflection. All I have ever wanted is love, loyalty, and a little affection. He acts like I am not even worth arguing for, So why am I the only soldier in this war? I am a P.O.W and nobody seems to care. Don't they understand this pain is becoming to hard to bare? I am starting to feel like I am the lone ranger, I swear the man I fell in love with has become nothing but a stranger. I don't want to be the one to walk away. If he would just give me a sign that he wants me to stay. I can't keep being the only soldier in this war. My wounds are so deep and I can't take the pain anymore.